Concerta

Wellbutrin XL and Concerta Hello, I have been taking generic versions of Wellbutrin and Adderall for a bit now. Didnt mind the combo. Its been okay. Not great but okay. Due to the adderall shortage in my area and my insurance saying I must try Concerta first over Vyvanse which idk lol, I am starting the generic Wellbutrin and Concerta combo tomorrow. Anyone else try this with success? I dont love the comedown of the adderall even on XL but its been getting better. My doctor did say side effects seem better for Concerta in terms of crashing etc but I wanted to give peer opinions as well. If you liked this, what is your routine or thoughts. Thanks friends.

6:00. Today is Shabbat, and I want to take my friend to a national park. Apparently, it will rain from the afternoon. Yesterday, I worked until around 8 p.m. After that, the three of us walked to the ferry terminal. There is a place that became known as a spot where young people jump to take their own lives, and we walked around that area. Before that, there was something like a Manneken Pis from Attack on Titan in front of an electronics store. Behind it, there used to be an abandoned building where, for some reason, young people would jump from. That building had finally been demolished. I put my hands together there and prayed a little. Why did they end up wanting to die? Just being young means being full of possibility. But maybe they were cornered. Maybe they cornered themselves too. Or maybe, in one sudden moment, they wanted to leave through the exit by themselves. I do not know. What does it mean to live? Sleeping, eating, moving. Then sleeping, eating, and repeating it again. Because humans are social animals, we work because of other people, spend leisure time, do things that seem meaningful and also meaningless, and keep moving. Like many nodes moving around. With the evolution of AI, we can now create videos that look almost indistinguishable from reality. The boundary between reality and the virtual world is becoming harder to understand. Sometimes I wonder if we ourselves are only one virtual character among many. Because my sense of depersonalization is so strong that I exist without really knowing whether I am alive or not. But even if I am something like a bot in some virtual world, I think, well, that is fine too. I have been able to experience many things, and I think I have lived in my own way, quite enjoyably. As I get older, my physical strength is fading. But one thing that still makes me think this really may be a developmental disability is that my mind still feels like a kid. I feel as if there is some kind of ceiling to my mental age. Even though my knowledge and experience are increasing, for some reason I cannot really become adult-like. When I smoke or take Concerta, I can suddenly handle many things. So maybe the brain is deeply involved. When people say that the executive function system in the prefrontal cortex is strange, maybe that really means having something like a child’s brain. But that is not only a bad thing. Children are full of curiosity, and they want to try all kinds of things. They get bored quickly too, but they judge things by whether they are interesting or not. Actually, I feel like management may be suited to children. You keep moving in the direction that feels interesting. If you keep standing in the same place, stagnation is born. Peter Drucker said that managers must always bet on opportunities. If you stay unchanged, keep doing things in the same way, and try to maintain sales through low-margin, high-volume business, you will collapse. Red oceans appear everywhere eventually. In that case, it is better to keep searching for blue oceans and keep thinking while moving. I am the type who cannot stay in the same place. Continuing to change feels natural to me. Stopping is difficult, but I always want to be doing something new. But this is exactly like a child. After I stopped smoking, the child’s brain completely came back. After the shock of 9/11 in New York, I was standing in front of the rubble of the World Trade Center two weeks later. Half a year before that, when I was 17, after traveling in South America, I traveled around America alone. I had seen the World Trade Center from the Empire State Building. The buildings that had stood two blocks away had completely disappeared. Many people’s lives were mercilessly erased. Everything is connected. The results of many different relationships also produced that tragedy.

6:00. Today is Shabbat, and I want to take my friend to a national park. Apparently, it will rain from the afternoon. Yesterday, I worked until around 8 p.m. After that, the three of us walked to the ferry terminal. There is a place that became known as a spot where young people jump to take their own lives, and we walked around that area. Before that, there was something like a Manneken Pis from Attack on Titan in front of an electronics store. Behind it, there used to be an abandoned building where, for some reason, young people would jump from. That building had finally been demolished. I put my hands together there and prayed a little. Why did they end up wanting to die? Just being young means being full of possibility. But maybe they were cornered. Maybe they cornered themselves too. Or maybe, in one sudden moment, they wanted to leave through the exit by themselves. I do not know. What does it mean to live? Sleeping, eating, moving. Then sleeping, eating, and repeating it again. Because humans are social animals, we work because of other people, spend leisure time, do things that seem meaningful and also meaningless, and keep moving. Like many nodes moving around. With the evolution of AI, we can now create videos that look almost indistinguishable from reality. The boundary between reality and the virtual world is becoming harder to understand. Sometimes I wonder if we ourselves are only one virtual character among many. Because my sense of depersonalization is so strong that I exist without really knowing whether I am alive or not. But even if I am something like a bot in some virtual world, I think, well, that is fine too. I have been able to experience many things, and I think I have lived in my own way, quite enjoyably. As I get older, my physical strength is fading. But one thing that still makes me think this really may be a developmental disability is that my mind still feels like a kid. I feel as if there is some kind of ceiling to my mental age. Even though my knowledge and experience are increasing, for some reason I cannot really become adult-like. When I smoke or take Concerta, I can suddenly handle many things. So maybe the brain is deeply involved. When people say that the executive function system in the prefrontal cortex is strange, maybe that really means having something like a child’s brain. But that is not only a bad thing. Children are full of curiosity, and they want to try all kinds of things. They get bored quickly too, but they judge things by whether they are interesting or not. Actually, I feel like management may be suited to children. You keep moving in the direction that feels interesting. If you keep standing in the same place, stagnation is born. Peter Drucker said that managers must always bet on opportunities. If you stay unchanged, keep doing things in the same way, and try to maintain sales through low-margin, high-volume business, you will collapse. Red oceans appear everywhere eventually. In that case, it is better to keep searching for blue oceans and keep thinking while moving. I am the type who cannot stay in the same place. Continuing to change feels natural to me. Stopping is difficult, but I always want to be doing something new. But this is exactly like a child. After I stopped smoking, the child’s brain completely came back. After the shock of 9/11 in New York, I was standing in front of the rubble of the World Trade Center two weeks later. Half a year before that, when I was 17, after traveling in South America, I traveled around America alone. I had seen the World Trade Center from the Empire State Building. The buildings that had stood two blocks away had completely disappeared. Many people’s lives were mercilessly erased. Everything is connected. The results of many different relationships also produced that tragedy.